2nd to everything

I'm sick and tired of being second best. No really.

It's always your friends before me, it's always your time before mine.

I don't get it.

I've been unhappy with you. I'm just clinging onto some kind of false hope.

I need a person who can treat me out sometimes, not me paying 80% of the time.

I need a person who wants to love me and worship the ground I walk on, not ignoring me.

I want affection, I need it.

I honestly can't do it anymore. I'm sorry. I've checked out.